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[Apr. 12th, 2009|10:56 am] |
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Fuck this house. Fuck holidays. Fuck this family. It happens every fucking get together. People are fucking assholes and I'm the one that gets yelled at so I'm boycotting holidays. I'm not doing anything with this family ever anymore. |
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| Where's My Fucking Frappachino? |
[Mar. 15th, 2008|08:12 pm] |
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| | Jay-Z/Linkin Park - Dirt Off Shoulder/Lying From You | ] |
I don't feel good. My amazing girlfriend came over earlier and brought me two XXX Vitamin Waters and it was nice. She is pretty fucking amazing, huh? I got a new enV. It's green. It makes me happy. I come runnin back nigga cause I'm straight with the roc. On Monday, i will have been talking to my girlfriend for nine months. That's a fucking baby right there. That's all. |
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| T.O Plus T.R Equals T.D. |
[Jan. 13th, 2008|04:31 pm] |
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I'm sitting here with my absolutely amazing girlfriend getting ready to watch the Dallas NYG game. And it's very very very very very nice. Except now it's 4:33 and the game was supposed to start three minutes ago. But anyways, I love my Deary Pie and I'm glad that we finally get to watch a football game together and it makes me so so so so so so so so happy! |
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| What a Beautiful Face I Have Found in this Place |
[Sep. 13th, 2007|03:01 am] |
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| | Jay Z - Lost One | ] |
I can't sleep.
I miss my Dear. I'm excited to get to go see her this weekend. I'm excited to get to hold her and kiss her and tell her she's beautiful. I'm excited to just get to be with her. It's been really hard being at school. My apartment isn't at all how I imagined it would be. The people aren't at all how I expected them to be. I keep yawning. But I lay down to sleep, and I can't. Maybe tonight will be my first all nighter here this semester. But back to Deary =]. The more I think about it, the more I think that all the bad things were worth it. Every single shitty thing I've had to go through it, all worth it. ALL WORTH IT. She makes me feel. She makes me feel. She makes me feel. She makes me feel. When I'm with her, I'm smiling, all the time, and I can't stop myself. I love it. And I love her... like woah. And that's something that has never happened before and I didn't know why. But I think that the right girl just hadn't come along yet. And now she has. And I don't want to lose her. I think right now that's my biggest fear. I don't want to lose her. She brings out the real Tim and I like it... a lot. A lot a lot a lot. Yeah, I guess that's it. |
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| We'll Stay Inside Just to Watch the Time Go By |
[Sep. 2nd, 2007|11:36 pm] |
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This week has been so hard. Being away from the girl that I love. Shitty room mates. The whole shebang. Everything about being here is just absolutely horrible. I just wish I could be with Lila so bad right now. Just hear her voice or touch her hand. iadsufhasodfiadsfasdfasdfhasiudfhasdifhasidfuadsiufhasf |
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| Life Without You Would Be Like Life Without Vitamin Water |
[Aug. 24th, 2007|11:19 pm] |
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Today I had another realization. I was reading what Lila said about how we met. And I started to think. And then... some old friends came over. I went to the elementary school with them. They were lighting fireworks off. And as I was looking at them explode in the air, everything clicked. I thought to myself that there must have been some reason why I've so desperately wanted to get out of this place for so long. And then I thought of Lila. And I thought of how she makes me feel. I thought of how things have changed since I've met her. I thought of how I have changed since I've met her. I thought of how everything seems so much different now. I thought of how I feel I'm the real me, the me I haven't been in years. And then I started to think that maybe things really do happen for a reason. And maybe fate is real. And I was always OK with my past. But now I think I see why. This is so weird for me. And I don't know how to deal. Yes, I know that almost every sentence in this post starts with a preposition, but I think that's OK for tonight. |
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| Vengeance... OVER... VIC-TORY |
[Aug. 18th, 2007|05:36 pm] |
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| | Sublime - Jailhouse | ] |
It's only been two months, but it seems like I've known her forever. I mean, no one else is like her. It's nuts. Two months and I'm already closer to her than I am to anyone else. What the Jew?! I love it =]. And tonight we are going to roast marsupials and mappeldines and marshmallows and I'm excited! |
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| At Least You Know, You're Always Looking Up |
[Aug. 16th, 2007|12:17 am] |
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| [ | Current Music |
| | Valencia - The Space Between | ] |
It keeps getting closer and closer. Every night I find it harder and harder to fall asleep because I know when I wake up it's one less day I have to spend with her. It gets harder and harder to get out of the car every night. Everything she says makes me love her even more. Everything she does, everything she is. I do not want to leave. I don't want to leave her. I want to stay here and he with her and be happy. |
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| I Feel Like a Hypocrite Talking to You and Your Racist Friend |
[Aug. 9th, 2007|01:17 pm] |
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| | They Might Be Giants - Particle Man | ] |
So guess what? I have a girlfriend. And she makes me happy. And I love her. And she's fucking beautiful. And she's amazing. And she got me the bestest birthday present ever. And we're going to Warped Tour on my birthday which is tomorrow and we're going with my bestest friend in the world. So I get to spend the day with my bestest friend and my bestest girl and yeah. I'm happy. |
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[Aug. 7th, 2007|02:20 am] |
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You've made me tear up three times in the past two days. I fucking love you to death. I love the way you make me feel and I'm so happy you're finally mine <3. You got me the best birthday present ever and it's 100 times better than that cause I get to spend the whole day with you watching bands that we both absolutely love. You've made my life up until this point. I've known you for a month and a day now and it's been the best month and a day EVER. You make all the shit in the past completely worth it, and I don't think you'll ever how much shit there is, but I wouldn't change ANY of it, not one little thing. Thank you for everything, Deary! |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2007|12:42 am] |
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When you hold my hand, my whole body feels warm. |
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[Jul. 30th, 2007|11:37 am] |
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You light up when you smile. |
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[Jul. 28th, 2007|01:14 am] |
You washed your hair with Vitamin Water.
You write me notes.
You care about me.
You make me feel. |
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[Jul. 26th, 2007|01:49 am] |
You're amazing.
You do something inexplicable to me.
You changed my entire point of view.
You make me want to be a better person.
You have the prettiest blue eyes.
You're you.
You're smart.
You're kind.
You listen.
You talk.
You like cemetaries.
You make me fucking smile.
You make everything OK. |
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[Jul. 21st, 2007|03:39 am] |
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The best part of my day was saying i love you. |
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| The Night is Pitch Black |
[Jul. 18th, 2007|08:57 pm] |
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| | Bob Dylan - Chimes of Freedom | ] |
So i love her. Weird. Yes. But its true. i never thought i could, especially not this fast. its so weird, i lovvvvvvveee it. i dont want to go back to school. at all. its sucks. i just want to stay and be with her. i DO NOT want her to be just a summer thing. and im afraid thats whats going to happen and im going to be devastated. fuhwufuwfdnwdjkqwedubwefwef. She makes me so happy. |
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| There's a Word For That |
[Jul. 13th, 2007|12:12 pm] |
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| |  ecstatic | ] |
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| | Dr. Dre - Forgot About Dre | ] |
She makes me smile and no one makes me smile anymore. Shes as cute as a fucking hot pink and black button. She just does something to me and i can't explain it. We kissed in the rain last and it was probably the most amazing to happen to me in quite some time. i just want to her close to me for ever and ever. i didnt want last night to end... at all. She says fate brought us together, well, I don't believe in fate, but maybe I'm gonna start. I can't explain it. Today, my grandmother told me that since I've met Lila, shes seen me smile more than I have since I was little. It's true too. It's amazing how much one person can affect you. I really don't want this to get messed up. We're not hanging out until Monday and it's killing me like woah. Yes Lila, there's a word for it and I can't wait until Monday to tell you.
P.S. My pillows smell like her and that makes me happy. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 9th, 2007|12:17 am] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Archie Star - Apologies on Napkins | ] |
So I pretty much haven't written in awhile so I suppose it's time since there are a lot of new stuff in my life.
1. I moved to my grandma's house. I like it much better here. It's really refreshing. And of course, it's closer to Lila, which is nice.
2. Lila. She's mad sweet. Except she likes My Chemical Romance, haha. She's super cute and really funny.
3. I haven't smoked in a few weeks. That's also nice. I miss it, but it's really nice for now.
4. I can't wait to go back to school. |
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[Jul. 6th, 2007|03:27 pm] |
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We went to the movies and I held her hand and it was cute. |
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